--- Lyssa ---
On the tube, I get the chance to take a good look at my
older sister. She’s skinnier than the last time I saw her. She looks dreamy and
blissful, too. She’s wearing sandals, denim mini-skirt, and a baggy loose-knit
jumper, bright pink, with just a black push-up bra underneath. She’s got this
ridiculously cute hat, with a dog’s face on it, and little ears sticking out
the top. Lyssa has been seeing Denny for a while now. That’s who we’re going to
see, on the other side of London, south of the river and all that.
We get off at Brixton. Back streets and alleyways, and then
she tells me we’re at his place. His flat is ex-local authority, ex-official
inhabitants. Demolition notices are all over the walls, we have to squeeze through
two fences to get in. Lyssa does it with such ease: me, I’ve snagged my jeans
and got a little tear on my coat. I’m not happy. She cuts across the debris and
litter and decaying furniture in what I guess must have been a communal
courtyard. She hasn’t changed from when we were kids. She doesn’t walk: she glides
and skips at the same time with undulating fluidity. Not for the first time in
my life, I want to be just like her. They’ve turned the power off, so the lifts
don’t work. Seventh floor. That’s fourteen flights of stairs. Twelve stairs per
flight: that’s 168 stairs, assuming, of course, that each flight has the same
amount of stairs. The stairwell stinks of piss, vomit, and rubbish bags. There
are coke cans and takeaway cartons and cigarette butts and black spoons and
sludge, and vile black sludge. I’m feeling sick so I look up at my sister,
climbing the stairs ahead of me as easily as if she was going down them, none
of my huffing and trudging. At the seventh floor, we go through the door onto
Denny’s walkway. There were twelve steps on each flight.
Denny is outside his flat. He’s
smoking a roll-up, leaning on the balustrade, surveying the sprawl of Brixton
towards Battersea Power Station, and the Thames. It’s quite a view. His shirt
is undone, there’s a deep red stain on his combats, and yeah, fuck yeah, I can
see what she sees in him.
Janathon activity: running 5km
Minutes I knocked off my Year’s Best time: 3
Fruitilution: Tangerine
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